When I last wrote I was in a difficult place. I'll admit it, I was struggling. If you don't know what I'm talking about, read this post.
We've now passed the one year point where I felt like my world was falling apart. I don't mean that in an overly dramatic sense, really. But it really felt like everything I had worked for was lost. My perspective has changed so much in the last weeks and months. I'm working part time still, but today was a new beginning.
I started school again. This time for Accounting. Those that know me well probably know that I'm "good with numbers." I enjoy it, actually. So, I'm hoping I'll enjoy this. I'm not sure right now exactly where this is leading me, but it's the beginning of a new road.
I struggled for awhile with the thought that all of my work in my degrees for teaching was wasted. However, I firmly believe that God has a purpose in all things and has and will open doors because of this work. My passion for children has not wavered and I am excited to be serving in the Sunday School ministry at church to some pretty cute 4 and 5 year olds.
I think God is weaving all of these things together for the future. Like I said, I don't know what that means right now exactly. I kind of wish I did, but I'm working on being ok that I don't.
Someone recently told me when I said I was changing my course was that I probably wasn't really changing. Rather, I am expanding my course and God is so good at weaving it all together. I'm embarking on a journey I never expected...and I have to, absolutely have to TRUST, that God will be faithful to the end.
