Another week has gone by and I still haven't heard any news. Usually no news is good news. However, I don't think so in this case. I've resigned myself to not getting the job...like, I will be literally shocked if, by some miracle, I get a call saying I got the job. Seriously, shocked.
So, here I am again. Facing CONSTANT reminders that school is starting in one week, whether it be on Facebook, walking into Target, or a host of other sources. I'm reminded that I didn't manage to find a job. I'm somewhere between frustrated and discouraged, or a weird combination of the two. Hmm, this whole thing rings a bell. Oh, wait, I know...it's the exact same thing that happened to me last year.
I know the job market is tough, but I can't help but take it personally when I interview for multiple positions and none of them work out. Since I'm not ever given the luxury of a reason why I wasn't chosen, it just feels like constant rejection.
I've tried to maintain a positive attitutde, but I think it's wavering. Next week I'm headed to training to do substitute teaching again. Talk about a step backwards.
If you think about it, please pray for me and my constant battle with finding a job. I know that there's purpose in everything...I'm just trying to figure out what on earth that might be right about now...
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